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Blog #2 : Life Changes ,WLS, RNY Surgery, Any others?

Yea....yea I know I am not good at" this" , not sure what "this" even means! No clue if I am the only one who can see my "blogs" , I 'm kinda thinken' I hope so 99% of the time. :-)
Going through old pics on my tablet and ran across my "Glamour Shot" done back early 90's. I mean COME ON...didn't everyone do one of these??   My cousin and I had a few cocktails,  it was close to Valentines Day,  she was having marritial problems then, I was still married to my 1st husband and we felt the need to be Glamerous!
When this was taken my daughter was about 1 & I was about
130-135 #'s then, but back then had REALLY, REALLY LARGE BOOBS....not happy about it...being 5ft, 130#'s and bra size was triple D +Double E's...squeezing in both of those, just was miserable for me and my back.
Long story short ( I really don't have "short stories" , but will try)..had back surgery in 1992...& got approved for breast reduction due to my proportions and my wonderful surgeon wrote a letter of medical nessecity and I was approved. Had reduction, still "normal" size then...had perfect C cup boobs made.
Went through a seperation,  later a divorce and got up to 239 #'s & double D+ again. Now 102 #'s and I am SERIOUS when I say I am a" NEGATIVE A". Padded bras get me up to a 32A!  Crazy...never would of "thunk". 
I've wanted a boob job for past 5+ years...and tummy tuck from so much weight loss....but the past year or more...NO, I do not want any unnessecary surgeries...and I now know that if I had those cosmetic surgeries done now..."that won't be the final thing(s) that makes me happy".
I owe that lesson learned to my husband, thank you, "Gumby". (*He's weird about me posting or saying anything having to do with him...sometimes I think I embarress him. So I won't use his real name, yet.
But, thanks anyway :-)
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Blog#1: Life after Gastric ByPass Surgery RNY Surgery ,WLS ,LIFE CHANGE ,

I'm doing this for the first time and have no clue what or how to "Blog"; but I'm doing it for me . So any mistakes along the way I won't care and hope everyone else will cut me some slack. I'm a 13 year "veteran" Gastric Bypass patient. It's only been approximately the past 2 years that I officially feel, and admit out loud, I wish I had not done the surgery. I was 239 on my surgery day and now I'm lucky , and excited, when I reach 105 pounds. My life has changed drastically, I have changed drastically. I'm not doing this to talk anyone out of weight loss surgery, I'm doing this more for selfish, therapeutic reasons. Sooo much has happened these past 12+ years...which I'll slowly get into in future blogs, if I keep this up! If anyone does read this and has issues or knows someone that has or is going through medical, which leads to mental, problems as well, I would love to know. Not that I wish this on anyone, but I wouldn't feel so alone, not that I wish this on anyone .